I failed...
5 days clean, and I relapsed and I feel so fucking terrible. I identified my trigger, what could have been done to avoid it, steps to take next time to help when triggered, taken steps to ensure that trigger dosent show up again, and honestly repented to God That being said, 5 days down the fucking drain. I have not felt this type of horrible in a long time
When I think of relapse, I just don’t like the feeling of wasting money😂