Relapsed
Let me begin by saying I am a man of faith. I have struggled with pornography for years but the last year has been a true battle since i began to take my faith more seriously. I fell again this afternoon and it feels like something is wrong with me because i can never seem to say no to my desires.
I know how you feel man, I’ve been there, pork destroys our prefrontal cortex which is responsible for self control, that’s why it seems so difficult to say no to our urges. Take out everything that triggers you, recognize them all, name them and create a plan to fight against them, get rid of what you can like social media, your phone at night if necessary, be aggressive brother, do the hard things, don’t expect for this desire to leave you in the middle of the night, you must fight it, know you’re never alone, we’re all fighting with you. God will give you the grace needed to overcome it