Times I fail!

Times that I masturbate. Night time or before my showers. Either watching porn, foot fetish pictures Instagram or videos on YouTube. Either when I’m horny , stressed , or down. For example, with being stressed or down with family situations with my wife or sons or work. Last couple nights had some disagreements with my boys and wife. That’s when it happens when I stay up watching TV and do it to make myself feel good but then after I feel guilty. The urges are there but staying strong. Just don’t want to go backwards. Any thoughts? Praying for you all. We’re all on this together.