SO PISSED

Understandable to be pissed, not right to hate yourself. If you hate yourself you'll see yourself as less than what you actually are. That will allow you to disrespect yourself and your own word by repeating the same mistake over and over again. You're better than this, keep going at it.

don’t hate urself brother self hatred only leads to a cycle just remember you are a human who makes mistakes and that’s ok just keep improving and wanting to be better