Anger
I understand I can’t change my past or who I was. I am capable of change to become someone I can look up to and be proud of. I hate the fact that I was always capable of change but was neglecting it because I was too deep into what I was already doing. That is was easier to cause more damage than it was to fix it. Similar to every decision that life gives you. There are two paths you can walk both have there unknowns but one will benefit long term and be positive and the other will only benefit short term and more than likely be negative. Just please reflect and realize how far you’ve gone before you reality comes and everything is gone.