9 days gone

Day 0

by ADJ

April 25, 2025 at 01:17 AM

42 upvotes

I went 9 days and just relapsed. I feel kind of numb. This is the longest I’ve gone since 2024, and for some reason after falling back into it, I haven’t been able to go longer than a week till now. Sometimes relapsing seems inevitable. But I don’t want it be, yet the only reason I relapsed is because I ultimately wanted to see porn again, even when I didn’t want to see it. It’s like my body and mind wanted to see it, but my spirit didn’t. The Bible says the flesh wages war against our souls and I truly feel that. I will overcome this one day! By Gods grace and strength! I know it!

Comments (2)

Michael •116d ago

I’ve had that same desire that same physical need to see porn. Or a voice in the back of my head telling me that I’m going to miss it. And I need to see it. I just started this app. And before it the best I’ve ever done was only two weeks working on willpower alone. You will be in my prayers tonight. You are not alone. Praise Jesus.

You•116d ago

I find myself feeling the same way. Like my subconscious and my conscious are on totally different tracks. I try to put myself into situations where I can't look at porn when this happens. I'll just stand up and go into another room or ditch my phone somewhere for a while.

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