God has been calling me

This week I’ve been waking up out of my sleep wide awake between the hours of 2 and 5 in the morning. At first I thought it was simply because I was going to bed a little too early and or it was because of a supplement that I take usually after I eat dinner. But from Monday to today I’ve come to understand that it is God who has been calling me to pray. I can’t say what or why because I myself don’t even know but I was encouraged today by my father that when God calls me, I should simply just start by thanking him for who he is and allow his spirit to speak through me. My walk fighting against porn and masturbation still continues on and I’ve been fighting my urges daily on top of dealing with my own emotions and not letting them overtake me, but learning to master them and be in control of how I should “respond” to things instead of reacting. Please to whomever reads this, pray for my strength for the rest of this month. Thank you. 🙏🏾