Growth

Yesterday I failed twice. I got the urge and I let go. When I first started this journey I started for a girl I liked in college. The doubt I liked her or she liked me lead me astray and I failed. Today I manned up and asked her out and got rejected. Yesterday I also learned my grandpa is the icu with a collapsed lung. All of these events happening has taught me so much. Nothing is going to perfect in this shitty world. But as long as you focus on yourself and whatever God or gods ypu believe in you can make it through. I know a lot of you are going through harder times than me but I want you guys to know there is a higher power out there looking out for you. For me I believe it is God but for others it might be something else. Believe in the power and let them lead you. This first year of college has taught me so much about myself. Even though I will have to restart at a new college, even though I got a duiI don’t regret this year and that I have done. I learned I need to stop drinking, etc. Okay this has now turned into a yap session but I know everyone here is also going through things. Please pray for me and my grandpa so that he heals from his physical wound and I heal from my mental wounds. Cheers all and have a great day, night, afternoon whatever!