Don’t be like me please
My names Joshua. I call myself a son of God. I fell to temptation once again. I know what not to do and continue to do it. I do what i don’t want to do and i don’t do what i want to. I’m struggling in this spiritual battle. I believe in Jesus Christ. I know that he died for us and i continue to reccrucify him. I know if i continue this path it will lead to life without him which i DO NOT want. I want to be with our creator for eternity and i know i have to repent and turn from this wickedness. I didn’t watch porn but this listing after women needs to end. It makes me sick my flesh is like this. I pray each and everyone that reads this learns from me. We’re all going thru this but please use me as an excuse right now to not do what you don’t want to do but feel like you have to. You don’t. You have to obey God not your flesh. We were created with a purpose to follow. Not our flesh but Jesus. Jesus said it is finished. I believe it.
The Spirit of God resides within you. Even in the dirty moments. Never forget the fact that you ARE wrestling!!! A dead man doesn’t wrestle. You are alive and a new creation in Christ. Now, brother, LOCK IN! You got it, feed the Spirit and starve the flesh. Give it all to God, in the moment you have that feeling be raw and intimate and real with what you say to him. He knows more of what you try to hide from Him, than you can begin to comprehend