Day 1
by Jackson Donato
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I wanna be transparent. I don’t know what’s up with me but my girlfriend and I definitely just went too far. No sex but as I was trying to comfort her we got into an argument and then I got stressed with homework and we some how ended up laying down. I know I keep saying repentance is shown through my actions but I can’t even tell if I’m truly repenting. I try to do the right thing in different situations and it feels like I always end up in some perverted situation. I’m feeling very discouraged and frustrated. I want repentance, but I feel as if I’m too far gone. I know that’s not true but I’m having a hard time believing it’s not.
That’s what porn had done to me and I lost a person because of this. And it puts these thoughts of selfishness and shame. And we think we are not worth the gifts and the miracles of what we are. It’s great you have taken this step towards bettering yourself. As I have taken the same path and pledge. Shall we be successful together brother. Lord be with us during our struggles and our battles. May these thoughts disappear from our mind. And fill our mind with your grace lord. For you the one who died on the cross for our sins, still has mercy and patience. Let us learn everyday lord. Thank you lord. Amen. Hope this helps. Stay strong brother. 🍀☘️