Im an addict
After relapsing for the 7th day in a row and realizing that I went as far as trying to bypass the internet filter. Not even turning it off. Just finding loopholes. I had to finally admit to myself Im a drug addict. And my drug is dopamine. I may need professional help with this guys. Any of my Christian brothers and sisters have any advice? I don’t want to go to my pastor. I just feel too ashamed for that. I need someone who doesn’t know me and that this won’t change their perception of me. I’m not a bad guy, I’m just a weak man. So weak. Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be normal and not have this addiction. I am actually truly envy those people. Anyways guys, sorry for being negative today and not having a positive message. I’m just not doing OK today. I know tomorrow will be a new day. I don’t know everything will be all right. I still have Jesus and that’s all that matters.
Hey bro I would recommend trying some fasting. Don’t eat breakfast and break your fast at like 2pm.. it’s hard if you’ve never done it. But it worked for me… something happens when you deny your flesh. You get stronger in the spirit and you also get closer to the most high