opening up

wassup guys. i just want to share a little bit about what im going through rn if anyone wants to read. so i’ve been addicted to porn since i was 13 and i just turned 21 this month and im still addicted. i’m also a Christian and truly started working on my relationship with Jesus last year up until now. but im saying all this to say i recently opened up to my girlfriend about my porn addiction bc in the Bible it tells us to confess our sins to one another. so i confessed to the person closes to me being my girlfriend. after i told her she broke up with me bc she said she didn’t want to have a boyfriend addicted to porn/ lust with her being a Christian also. but i opened up to her bc i’ve felt so alone in this sins for years and years and especially the past year. i just thought she’d understand/comfort me in my situation and just give me a friend to talk to when feeling down about the cycle of sin that i was trapped in which is all i asked for. but yea now im alone and trying to build back up my relationship with Jesus. i messed up again today but im going to repent and keep on working. guys don’t give up and if you’re struggling to resist temptation, go. to. God. He’s the only one that can stop ur desires bc lust is a desire that comes from the spirit realm not of the earthly one. love you guys and you got this!