Day 2
It’s very intense. It’s getting very hot outside and sundress season is out and this thing is so hard. I’m tempted everytime I look at a woman, 24/7. I deleted all socials and dating apps so should be better. I’m frustrated and feel empty, it’s extremely intense. I will try to surround myself, not stay lonely or bored, not look at girls, and not go out much. The worst thing for me is subtle tentions, even if you remove them, you try to get small shots of dopamine through calling a cute girl, looking at picture on a dating app, looking at the girl at work. Which means, the MIND needs to be worked on the most, more than the environment. I’m remembering why I’m on this journey and the amount of supportive people in this app that are going through the same struggle. Also the fact that you have streaks, makes me competitive so I want to have the highest number. I feel I can talk freely and be understood here. Good luck to you guys.
What Ben said^ When you see a woman, remind yourself she’s a child of God, she has value beyond her looks. Every woman is a soul which has beauty beyond the cosmos. If need be, practice looking away from specific instances, such as a girl dressed immodestly. Sundresses are a pleasant expression of beauty but tend to be modest, but if you find you can’t stop thinking carnal thoughts, then its time to look away and reflect on your thoughts. Remind yourself of the inner beauty that outlasts the outer beauty