Day 2 again

Finally out of the rut I was in last week and it feels good. The other night I had a long conversation with my wife. She knows about my addiction but after being exposed to it in it's rawest form she decided to step away from that part of my life..she says she doesn't recall that last bit but I'm telling you she told me she didn't want to know anything about it. Anyway fast forward to today she wants to start having weekly convos on Monday nights where I share if I've had a slip up. She feels like our good days aren't real if all the cards aren't on the table. I'm hoping that my being able to be honest about this with her again garners a better reaction than it did in the past and that it helps me feel less guilty now that I don't have to hide that part of me My past sponsors told me this addiction thrives in isolation or in the dark..the second you shine a light on it and don't keep it hidden is when you'll see it start to lose its power over you. Here's to hoping that's true!