Staying on the good road

Hey guys. I would appreciate some thoughts and prayers right now. I think is about one of the worst days of my life. I was supposed to spend the weekend with this girl I’ve been talking to and she kicked me out earlier cause she a family event that she said she wasn’t gonna go to but she told me this morning that she was gonna go anyways. Now it’s just been hard staying disciplined to not watch the bad stuff, I can’t stop thinking about this damn girl, and my life just feels weird and gross right now