Alright this is it
Day 0
by caleb
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Ngl I just lusted and afterwards I wasn’t on that same high of pleasure that I usually am and it kinda just hit me I’ve been going about this wrong. Me by myself isn’t going make this addiction go away. It’s bigger than that. I just had someone put a code on my phone that only they know for screentime, I disabled safari, I don’t have a working computer, I have an accountability partner. This may sound like too much but this is what we need at least what I need. Layer after layer to protect you from this urge. Because the urges aren’t going to go away but you can go away from the urges. Day 1 hopefully I’ll never have to say that again.
Hey man idk if you believe in Jesus Christ or not but I’d say give him a shot. I’m currently working on my relationship with him. It’s not smooth sailing, but it’s getting there. Don’t beat yourself up though about it. You are going to fall it’s about taking it further the next time. Eventually, you’ll understand you won’t ever have to again. Again, I’m saying all these things and I relapsed 3 times yesterday. I’m not perfect, but we both gotta just be better day by day. Idk if you have a bible but if you do end up getting one start by reading the Gosepl of John. Some powerful stuff in there g. Love ya and praying for ya.