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I’m in a cycle mentally. I feel very lonely and miss having a gf, but I’ve told myself that since this ruined the last relationship I won’t try till I can defeat it and give that person 100% of me. But these nights with no one wanting me really tests my will. Bc in the past porn is what I would use to feel good. I just feel at war mentally bc I want someone, but they don’t deserve this part of me, but I want to feel good. But, I’m 3 days strong, I will be the man I want to be.
Every man has to feel lonely to become the man he is destined to be. So embrace the loneliness. Just know there’s going to be more good days instead of bad. And the girls will come in many numbers once you be come that man you destined to be bc you know how to be comfortable with your loneliness. Go pick up a hobby man to replace that good feeling.