10 days! I know this is long but bare with me
After struggling with sexual immorality and adultery for close to 20 years, by Gods Grace i am set free. When i was introduced to porn around 8-10 i found that to be my way out. An escape. For you younger folks seeking help i am so proud of you. I did not know i had a problem but you all do! Thank God for that. Thank God I am no longer in bondage and i can now confidently tell my flesh no. I used to think i couldn’t because the enemy (Satan and his demons) tormented my mind telling me i was nothing, insignificant and worthless. Years of constantly thinking i wasn’t good enough, years of darkness dwelled over me. Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of being alone and that i will always be alone consumed my mind. I looked at woman like objects. My mind is more clear and now i look at them like Gods precious children. I never thought i can say no to my flesh, the enemy had my mind in his hands. Without Jesus Christ i let them. Once i gave my life to the Lord i then had the Holy Spirit dwelling in me. The conviction that he gives makes me want to do what is right because it is God now dwelling in me. How can i now allow Satan to make me sin while i have the spirit of God dwelling in his temple (my body) I can’t unless i take my eyes off of God. As soon as i do that i fall. We were made to worship. No not things of this world, not fleshy desires or sex or woman or men or football, we were created to worship the living God who is more powerful that any other thing in this universe. The one who knew the end from the beginning, The one who breathed life into this lifeless, temporary body of mine. Jesus Christ died on the cross so that we may be set free from the bondage that sin has on us. I encourage you all if you are struggling with porn, sex outside of marriage, lusting after everything that walks, if your addiction has overtaken you or you think it has a shot. Die to yourself, devote your life to Christ. He will save you as he done me. I know have assurance that i can live forever in Christ for eternity after i die. To spend eternity with the creator of this world is the hope that He gives me. God is good and is so holy and righteous i now live for him! Praise God and pray always without ceasing 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Nathaniel! All glory to the Lord Jesus Christ our savior!