Over three days
Day 3
by J
91 upvotes
I should feel great, I’m not reaping the rewards because I lied to my significant other for so long about my addiction. I have had thoughts about porn but no thoughts about relapse which is great. Right now my s/o doesn’t care as she’s so mad about what I kept from her and that’s really disheartening but I can’t blame her, I fucked up. I’m accountable for my own actions and need to get better for me, but it’s hard seeing that right now. I know the blinders are on and I need to find a way to take them off and start doing more things for me.
Hey, Brother. Ive been there. Earlier this year in fact. My wife and I weren't on the same page for awhile after that but now our relationship is stronger than it's ever been. Just do your best from here on out. No more lies. The benefits will flow like honey with a relationship built on honest and trust.