Hard time being consistent

I’ve been struggling with this addiction for the last 6 years, and I’ve hated it this entire time. It extinguished any self-confidence I had and made disconnect from God. I am now in a better place than back then, but in these last few weeks I have been falling non-stop, and I can feel myself disconnecting from everyone again, including God. I’m tired of this and want to change, but I don’t know how anymore. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Have a good day