Valentines Day
I’m just sad today I have no one to be with today and my brain went straight to breaking my streak after work to feel better. The feeling of it being an escape a momentary removal from reality still calls me. I assume it’s the devil but I digress. I miss my girl we broke up at the beginning of the year it had been better until today. Today some of the sadness I thought I had moved past has returned and the thought of masterbating to relieve that is very high. Pray for me today may be one of my worse in awhile
Jojo u a mess lol