I Feel Out of Control
Day 0
by Matthew
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Hey yall I wanted to ask for some advice. So about a month or so ago I was doing really good. I definitely was still pretty early on but I went two weeks clean which was better than I had done in years. But then some stuff in my life went sideways and I relapsed and since then I feel like I’m out of control, I’ve been relapsing fairly consistently. I wanted to ask if anyone has advice or anything that might help me get back on track? Thank you guys and I appreciate yall.
Prayer is huge one for me. It’s crazy I’m over a well clean rn and I’ve been getting tempted by the enemy all day with thoughts of sex and just other stuff. I literally just said a small prayer a few minutes ago and it went some like this -> “God I confess I’m a broken man and a sinner who is need of your help and holy power. I know this addiction can and will be broken but only though your divine power. Please send your angels to protect and watch over me and keep my mind clear as I go through the rest of my day. Amen.” My erection immediately went away and I was able to lock back in not on my own strength but through Jesus’ name and power the temptation left!