The Fall Off
Day 0
by Tom
21 upvotes
This is a rant, if you don’t want to read this kindly move on. These past 4 days I have had no self control, I just don’t know what’s wrong. I was 17 days in, doing amazing and then I just lost all self control and I have been fighting to gain it back. It’s honestly made me so depressed, I don’t know what to do. I had lost my PIED, and now because of my actions I’m right back to square one with it. It makes me hate myself, and I am hoping that I can find my way back tomorrow. If anyone has any advice (please not religious related, I am not a believer nor do I plan on being one) I would heavily appreciate some about now.
If you can’t do it for yourself do it for your future bro. I imagine my future life and your future partner doesn’t deserved someone addicted to this stuff it has too many side effects. Keep yourself busy same concept as a drug addiction you are freeing your self from an endless cycle. It only makes u feel good for a moment then u go crashing back down. Once you get used to the baseline it becomes normal and a lot of things improve then you start noticing everything good in life. I only 6 days clean rn no porn or masturbation. I’m tryna lock it it’s been hard but I got this it Takes 6-8 months I think to get used to it.