Coworker
I saw a coworker and then immediately went to her Instagram and started looking at pictures of her. I tried to tell myself it wasn’t a relapse because I didn’t masturbate, but I feel as if me doing that broke the rules anyways. I reset my streak, but I feel ok because I was honest with myself and what I did. What do you think? Was this the right call?
It’s all intent and I think you did the right thing. Was it simple curiosity or were you looking through her page fantasizing… I’m not judging I’ve done the same thing. Just be honest with yourself. I suggest just get rid of Instagram. Almost every time I’ve relapsed (times I wasn’t using this app) has always started on Instagram. It really is just soft core porn. Hell just before I deleted and started this journey on here girls were naked and just painted themselves or would position mirrors to show there p*ssies. Best to just get rid of it. Why do you need to keep the app? It’s just a gateway