New to this app
Been a victim to this addiction since i was 8. Gooning since i was 11 damn near everyday multiple times a day. 29 and still fighting. Summer 2023 i went on a 104 day streak and felt like a whole new man. I was taking my vitamins working hard keeping my mind busy. This girl ive known for 15 years came back into my life a couple weeks ago and has been trying to work towards something, but ive failed to perform twice and i know shes getting fed up. I dont know if i should confide in her about everything because ive only told one person about this addiction (besides you guys). I dont want to mess it up, but i know she wont wait around forever Sometimes i wonder if my brain will every rewire itself 😒
Appreciate yall. If it comes down to it ill just tell her about the journey ive been on