It’s my first day here
( to start off, I just want to say that this is a outlet for me. I think feedback would be nice but it’s not needed) I really do want to stop being a luke warm Christian and stop my lust, I’m afraid of not making it to heaven. I want to better myself as a person and a christian. I’m just trying to delay it before I start jerking off. I noticed I become more comfortable and warm with myself before I start it. I’m too embarrassed to go up to my family and say “I am addicted to porn and don’t know how to stop.” I’m not going to lie, I do read and pray, but I’ve been too lazy to. It was around the end of the school year where I started reading the Bible, but when it ended, I relapsed. I tried everything but coming out to people about my problem. and now I hope I can go cold turkey, but I’m just probably delaying the inevitable.
Thank you you really made my day