I’m normal again

I’m on a 3 day streak right now and it’s crazy the difference, I feel so much more confident. I am so sure of what I’m saying when I’m speaking, I’m able to hold conversations for longer, I’m able to hold eye contact with people for way longer (especially with girls), and when I speak I feel like I’m actually putting emotion into it now. Before I felt like I would just stand there and speak like a robot but now I’m not afraid to talk with my hands or to raise or lower my voice when I’m feeling passionate about soemthing. It’s so crazy the difference I’ve noticed when I relpase, I felt like when I reloaded immediately my mind would start just thinking anxious thoughts or self degrading thoughts, and I would shut down socially and I wouldn’t be able to hold a conversation as well. 3 days isn’t really that much but if this is what happens to me after only 3 days. Then I want to keep going.