Feels weird
Day 5
by Coal
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I turned 20 today and still have been struggling with this. I’m kind of getting tired of the idea dealing with an addiction like this for almost a decade. I just feel like it’s been to long now. I have better things to be doing.
Happy birthday brother hope the day goes well. But if not now, when? I’m 20 as well but this journey is a blessing in itself. The chance to flee from something that is so captivating is the opportunity of a lifetime and we have the blessing to walk this path at such a young age. The main thing I would like to say is that thought of “getting tired” of the path is a temptation from the devil to try and knock you off. Being free from lust allows us to live blissfully with God and be filled with confidence and hope. The feeling of peace from being set free is far greater being stuck watching 🌽 and not working nor having the courage to achieve the things we where set out to do. Mindset and faith is key to success in this journey and it comes with time, thinking it’s worthless will only lead you to believe that it is so which will not lead to freedom God Speed