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I feel guilt.

Day 0
by Noah
154 upvotes

I went 11 days. The longest I’ve ever went without porn or masturbation ever. The first time I’ve ever taken the issue seriously. The past couple days I was away on a church retreat and despite the positive themes deep down I had insane urges and obsessive lustful thoughts. I had a feeling it was only a matter of time. I knew that the more I was getting right with the lord, the more Satan would try to pull me back. And today I let myself be alone and I let myself be talked into it. I’m ready to start again, it’s just hard jumping back in after messing up such a solid streak. What I’m struggling with is just the guilt. I had people around me rooting for me and now I have to tell them I relapsed. Any suggestions on how to suppress the lack of self appreciation and guilt?

Comments (4)
Jack•190d ago

Had the same thing happen I’m glad you said this

Noah•190d ago

Thank you y’all.

Jacob•190d ago

I saw something today about imagine being at the gates of heaven, god right in front of you, while you just masturbated into a towel or a toilet with porn in your other hand. The shame that you would feel would be immense. Just a little food for thought. Good luck brother!!!

Elijah•190d ago

You need to turn that guilt into fuel and strength to get back on course and try again. You should be proud of yourself for even getting that far. Don’t give up on yourself

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