Just relapsed
Day 0
by SOG
196 upvotes
Damn, I feel so ashamed and guilty after that. I feel horrible. I was on my third day—the hardest one for me because I’ve never made it past three days before. But I get it now. Today was a lazy day, just lying in bed, scrolling through Instagram. If you can even call it Instagram these days—it’s practically flooded with explicit content, even when you click “Not Interested.” It’s everywhere. To be honest, I’m in a pretty tough spot right now. I got fired from my job, and finding a new one feels nearly impossible. Recruiters seem to just play games, there are thousands of other applicants, empty promises… it’s exhausting. I’m feeling a bit down right now, so the urges to relapse are hitting harder than before…
I was in your position at the beginning of last Summer. Fired, hopelessly looking for work. I've come out the other end with a better and more satisfying job than I had before. Keep trying brother, you are in my prayers.