Motivation

I just got on this app a couple days ago. I feel like I’ve been in this endless cycle of relapse, streak, relapse, and streak for the last 4 years now. I was at 61 days before I gave in again. But within those 61 days, I felt like a brand new man. Everything in life felt euphoric. Every time I walked in nature, listened to music, went to the gym, flirted with a chick, etc, I’d just feel geeked at all times. Every little action I took felt pleasurable and it was an overall awesome feeling. Ik for some who haven’t made it that far sober, it’s hard to believe that anything will change but I promise you it will. Neuroplasticity is real and It’s only a matter of time, discipline, and a lot of discomfort but that’s okay to feel discomfort every time a urge pops and you fight back because that means you just weekend that neuropathy and every time you do that, the urges will get weaker and weaker. One last thing I wanna leave off with today which I need to work on to is don’t look as this as a clean streak, shift your mindset over to this is ur new lifestyle and the way of the new you. A “streak” just sounds like there’s an endpoint where we’re bound to fail. We’ll get through this Kings.