I tripped…but didn’t relapse

Last night I found myself scrubbing through a show I know has sex scenes in it. Not porn, all very vanilla, but I found myself searching for the sex scenes. I lingered for seconds, barely stopping…but I did let the images hit my eyeballs. Key is that it didn’t trigger me and that I recognise the behaviour. A trip…a stumble…but not a relapse. A natural part of progress. I’ll be stronger next time. For now, not resetting my clock. For now.