Day 7
Day 7
by Carter
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I’m on day 7 of my journey. I kept relapsing over and over again, but now it feels different. now I find the thing to do is to truly understand how sinful and distasteful it is to think lustfully. Anytime I think like this, I can recognize how gross it is and that it isn’t me, how rude it is, and that I don’t have to think this way, then I can talk to god and use prayer to stop thinking about these things. It’s hard and I’ve been close, but I haven’t seen a week of no porn and no fap in a while. I no longer want to make excuses to do it or gaslight myself into relapsing. I know that I can do better and that I don’t need to return to that sin.
