It has a hold of me
Day 0
by Gabriel
78 upvotes
This need to watch porn/masterbate/have random empty sex has slowly turned me into a zombie. I found a great girl and we were having great sex and great conversations and then out of nowhere she stopped being into it. I don’t want to have sex with just anyone because it’s gonna make me miss her. I don’t want to masterbate because it’s making me weak. My living situation is stressful and uncomfortable and that makes me want to relapse even more. That and the adderall combined is like a time portal..sucks up all of my energy and time and health. It’s time to put it down and stop feeling awful.
Bro I hear you, I was in a similar position to you not too long ago masturbating every day and living a stressed life. I can tell that you want to stop and understand the disadvantages of wasting your time and energy which is great. To help you further, I’d recommend reading “the easy peasy way to quit porn” by Allen carr online or listening to the audiobook on YouTube. It’s the best book on quitting porn. Once I read it, I had no desire to watch it and I recovered eventually. Hopefully you have the same experience bro. I’m praying for you.