I beat it while fasting.

I’ve been doing a 21 day fast to start the year off on the right foot. The purpose was so that I can dedicate myself to the resolution of leaving porn alone for good. I got a girl and we’ve been going strong for a year and she’s been a great inspiration for me to become better overall and because of her I realize that I don’t need. Before, I felt as if I didn’t deserve to love or to be loved but now I’m fighting back against that lie the devil told me for so long. But, as we all know about old habits, they die hard. I’ve relapsed a few times and though I don’t feel the loneliness anymore, I still feel that the weakness is chipping away my self value as a man and a man of God. I want to stop and it’s hard to as of now but I won’t give up. The fall that really hurts, but I refuse to stay down.