Told my brother about my addiction and for some reason i feel much better. I almost relapsed today but i was able to overcame it really easy compared to other days. My entry exams are coming up next week. To be honest im kinda cooked. Last year minimum points to get in was 10 but they change it only the right amount of students get accepted. The best i got was 11 and starting to be really anxious. If I dont get accepted im fucked.