51 days in the bag ⚡️

Boom. Feels good. My notes… I believe I am getting close to being on the other side of addiction. Intrusive thoughts still pop up here and there but I want the life I have now, and the life I’m trying to build, more than the short term pleasure. Since quitting 50+ days ago I’ve had ups and downs in my life. Quitting doesn’t solve all your life problems but it makes the good times better and it makes the bad times easier to overcome. I am free. I am focused. I am confident. I am present. I am disciplined. I am relentless in my pursuit of becoming the man I know I was made to be. Becoming that man happens one day at a time and I’m okay with that. I know so many of you are in the grind of quitting an addiction right now. It sucks. I know, I’ve been there over and over again for 15 years. Don’t give up. And don’t believe the lies of the enemy or excuses your mind may come up with. You’re made for more than numbing yourself through short term pleasure. You are so much more than that. This is a battle for your life. I think we all know that deep down. That’s why we’re here on this app trying to change. I just wish I would’ve fully believed that earlier. And I want more people to wake up and take it as serious as i now realize it is. Don’t waste your one precious life. The choice is yours. You have everything you need right now to be free from pornography. Free from addiction and free from the guilt and shame that comes with it. I know you can overcome this. I know that because I have and I was once weaker than most. If I can do it, I know you can. Keep your head up. I’m praying for you. Stay strong my friends! See you at 60 days. God speed.