Rome wasnt built in a day...

I relapsed... I havent lose hope, ive taken accountability for my actions and noticed how much it pollutes my life is step 1. Step 2 is to keep trusting God. Temptation separates us from Him, im ashamed that i do what i shouldnt be doing. I cant give up, i know God has a plan for me and He knows i can get over this. He knows you can get over this too. I understand motivation isnt always gonna be there but discipline in prayer will be. Getting over this takes time, I have to get over this thing that has me in shackles. I will beat my addiction. Mark my words, i'll have my victory. God is in my corner and He is covering my cuts and maintaining me with His love. All glory to Him... even in my defeats. Stay focused. Cut out whats triggering the poison.