I fucked up……..and I'm at my lowest.

I fucked up…….I’m deleting the dating apps and I am going to wait for the inevitable. met this girl chatted a bit exchange numbers then I got hot. We ended up sharing pictures and then it ended up as a scam. they tried to blackmail me. I ended up playing it off as pretending to be another scammer, saying that the pictures I’ve sent were from a guy that I scammed 5 grand off of. pretend like the picture I sent was on a guy who committed suicide. told him “nice try but you scammed a another fake”. social media dating apps and myself are the worst. The only thing I can hope for whoever it is didn't call my bluff……. in a way in a way I feel like my old self just killed himself. I hope they don’t send those pictures, but we’ll see.