Choose your hard

Hey guys. I wanted to reflect on how things have been for me. Its been extremely hard at times but the biggest thing it has taught me so far is choosing my hard. Do I want my life to be hard because I cannot break this cycle? The depression and self loathing will continue and I will never feel like I can overcome this beast? OR do I want my life to be hard because I am actively choosing better; when a situation stimulates growth, it will almost never feel good in the initial. It’s the consistent effort that makes all the difference. Choose your hard. Focus on the small things and make a CONSCIOUS DECISION to fix your life. You’re hard on yourself when you fall back into old habits… its also hard to make new ones. Which hard do you want? Im so dang proud of every single one of you.