Hey man, God has given us his son Jesus Christ to die for our addiction to porn. Romans 6:23 says for the wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus. You’re already forgiven but have you accepted this forgiveness. Go to Jesus brother & accept him into your life & allow him to heal all of your wounds. “Do not rejoice over me,  my enemy! Though I have fallen, I will stand up;  though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light.  Because I have sinned against him, I must endure the  Lord’s fury until he champions my cause  and establishes justice for me.  He will bring me into the light;  I will see his salvation. ,” ‭‭Micah‬ ‭7‬:‭8‬-‭9‬ ‭CSB‬‬