You’re not alone

I’ve been at this for over 6 months… 6 whole long months. And every month I feel like I get closer. I relapsed almost 5 days ago, these past 5 days I’ve done a lot of thinking. The last month or two I’ve done a lot of Bible reading. And Bible courses on my phone. And lately it’s been very easy to keep the lust away. My confidence has gone up since reading the Bible and whatnot. What helps me keep going is remembering the women we lust over on social media etc. do not care about any of us. Every video we watch is more money to them. Every dollar you spend to get off a nut. Is more money for them. It’s all about the money. Yes it might feel good in the moment but after that, you’re gonna regret it. Proverbs 3: 5-6 “Trust in the lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight” Rely on god. Read your Bible and pray. Faith and reliance on god can provide peace and decrease anxiety. Whenever you feel like it’s too much, visualize yourself yoked with god. Feeling the relief of his strength supporting you. God is with us in times of strength and times of need.