Relapsed Earlier today🤦🏻♂️
Had wet dreams the past few nights and that’s fine, perfectly normal. Today was my day off and I had an excuse to be lazy. I removed some of the barriers I put up to help block me from accessing porn, and looked at porn for a bit then clicked off. I relapsed after looking at a sex scene from a movie, and I just zoned out afterwards. I can’t believe myself. I went 7 days and I wanted to beat my record of 20 days and keep going. I guess I just made my mind up on relapsing. I will continue to keep my head up and move on. Will keep praying to stay strong. I have to remember , every temptation is an invitation to depend on Christ! (P.S. the AI therapist lowkey sucks 😂)