No sex before marriage

I’ve been contemplating the weekend after dating a really nice Christian girl and it slipping through my fingers because of porn related neediness. And I asked God for a sign, and had two massive forms come up in the form of I met someone for sex, and they then asked me for a “donation” which really took me back. And realised if I stay this pathway of porn and meeting people that’s what it’ll lead to and I’ll never have a family like I really want. So I made the commitment yesterday to 1: no more sex jokes 2: surrender to God for everything 3: created my own personal Bible study for this. And feel phenomenal as well as being sober as well.