Almost 50 days
Day 49
by Matthew M.
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Over this journey ive learned that i was using m”sturbation and p”rn to mask the feeling of loneliness. But ive realized that all its done was make me feel worse. Deep down Im fine with being lonely, im very introverted i prefer to alone at most times. i just hate the feeling of loneliness.. im 19 in 7 days i gotta focus on me. But how do i mask out this feeling of loneliness. Also dont worry im not relapsing im way past those days of attempting to fill the emptiness of lust…
Loneliness is an interesting feeling. I mostly understand you cause I believe I basically feel the same way. Personally I like to socialize online while I play games, but if you are avoiding the internet/don’t like to play video games then try to socialize irl, if possible