Went a week and failed, but Gods not done
As I sit here and reflect on the fact I made it a week, a whole week, I’m proud. But, I did fail. I messed up and that’s on me. I know I must keep going strong and fighting, sometimes it is just difficult. I know that freedom really starts in the mind so taking every thought captive is simply the start but I want to be able to do that until I’m free and even then, continue to do so. I ask for you, my brothers in Christ and even the unsaved ones, pray for me. Pray that I have strength to keep pushing. Pray that I don’t give up or give in to temptation when my wife and I may get in a fight or dispute. Pray that I think about the weight of the decision to fall back into this thing and that I remember how I got here in the first place. Also, if there are ANY practical tips you may be able to give then please do. Even if it seems like common knowledge. I want to make sure I do this the right way.
This app has been helping me a lot one of my biggest triggers is social media, it would plant the seed through a lustful post that I’d see. Then the urge would start, But I replaced mindless scrolling with reading stories posted on here and it gives me hope and desire to see what it would feel like to be free. Know your triggers and replaced them with healthy habits. You got this.