I’m stuggling bad

Say it here. These chats are filled with denial and supression. There's a reason things turned you on. Mine was casting couches - I liked that moment a woman was converted from job seeker to job doer. I know it's fake. I know it's a cruel power dynamic. I know it's part of me. But I have other great parts that come into focus when I realize who I am and what my priorities are.

read atomic habits, i think it’ll help u a lot