Day 16 - irl cravings getting strong
I’ve never gone this long without crankin it but I’ve had peaks at some porn and it didn’t really tempt me at all to release myself cause I’ve come so far and I don’t want to see my days go back to 0 cause it’s really just not worth it. The thing i now struggle with is lustful thoughts ab women I see, I’m noticing I crave female interaction and I have never really had that before. I don’t know why I keep on taking peaks cause Ik it’s just going to build up to the point I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want that to happen, I keep on leaning on the lord and he has been strengthening me in this process. Has anyone else had the problem of craving real interactions after a certain amount of days? I don’t think it’s a bad problem since I used to strictly crave porn but I don’t want to think of women in those ways because it could ruin my relationships with them and turn me back to lust. Idk what to do except for pray, if anyone feels led to pray for me please do. Thank you and stay strong my brothers
Yes I do notice i crave female interaction after a few days, i also noticed for me personally that I imagine intimacy with females but I know it’s lust, what helps is training your eyes not to wander, so whenever you start looking at someone’s body remind yourself and look away, the more you train this, the more naturally you’d look at someone’s body less often, I say less often cause you may look sometimes but having that reflex to look away is the goal