crossdressing

Be normal and assigned genders and duty Life is simple

You already answered your question. You think it’s unhealthy. You think it’s bad to do if you want to have a family. If you still want to do it knowing those things then you need to reflect on the impact it could have on your family and the weight of it will change your outlook.

I suggest you deeply reflect on what is important for you and what is not. Try to think about your needs behind the positions: what do you need and fulfill with cross dressing - what do you need and want to fulfill with finding a wife and to have kits with. For whom do you want to fulfill these needs, yourself, society, others? And what makes you believe it is the one or the other or what needs to happen to have both - or what do you want to commit to for either the one or the other.

I think you should really examine what you’re feeling and take some time with it. Porn and masturbation can definitely get in the way of genuine connection - but try to answer the question of why you are drawn to crossdressing. Are you trying to express a part of yourself that you think you aren’t allowed to? Is it really just a sexual fetish or is the thrill you feel when you put certain clothes on something else? I’m not trying to tell you anything about yourself but I believe strong feelings always have more to say than we might initially think. I say see what you feel if you cross dress in a totally non sexual situation. Just dress up and hang out around the house or go about your day and see what feelings come up for you. Trust yourself and remember that you can explore yourself without turning to masturbation. I wish you luck and strength on your journey!🤙