I am so deep down idk if I’ll be able to quit I feel so sick of my corrupted mind porn is never enough I go more and more to gross things I’ve started watching very messed up sick videos and I’m sickened by me this app needs to save me I don’t know how I can even call myself a Christian
I understand how you feel. I’m 21 now and For almost 9 years I’ve been watching porn and I’ve been a self proclaimed Christian since birth. I’ve always thought that I’m a horrible person for judging others and then doing the things I did and finding pleasure in it. I deserve hell for the sins I’ve committed but I’ve realized now that throughout all of it Jesus has been by my side even when I feel like I’m miles and miles away from him. I’m saying all this to tell you don’t give up keep fighting no matter how many times you fail get back up! Jesus already defeated sin and death and satan himself the victory is his and by extension yours if you accept his gift of grace but you must keep fighting and never give in. “But those who keep their faith until the end will be saved” - Matthew 24:13
You are never too far gone, too far away from the Lord’s love. Please don’t give up brother, please don’t allow the shame from these videos to over encumber you - its what the enemy wants. The enemy is deceitful, hiding in your shame and feeding off of the lies you tell yourself, that you are unworthy and that you are “corrupted”. You are none of these things, you are called here for a reason. God bless brother
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“Fight the good fight of faith” - 1 Timothy 6:12. I’ll pray for you and I ask if you could pray for me as well. That in the Jesus who died and rose again we will see each other in heaven and laugh. God bless you